Frustrations, Disappointments, Longing and Existence!
Since yest eve i'm angry and frustrated, coz i had helped a friend with a thing, which i dont want to do, but still went ahead and help him and he put me into a situation which i would have never wanted to be in. Later on, was thinking most of the time that i will never help that friend again coz of 1) He had put me into a situation which otherwise i wouldnt have been in. 2) He never helped me with anything, coz whenever i wanted him, he will make all kind of excuses. So was thinking it is so good to be a SELFISH coz then you give a damn about everybody and can USE whomsoever and whenever you want them for your benefit. Today when i was having my evening tea i realized that all my anger and frustration is not coz of helping the friend but coz he didn't do what i have told him to do. If he would have done things like the way i told him then he would have avoided the situation he had put me in. As soon as i realize this, all the frustration disappeared in a fraction of a second, ...